TO MY NANAY

I wanted to dedicate this post to the woman who inspire me to so many things.

I will use tagalog so if in case my nanay will be able to read this post she will feel my heartful sincerity.

Lets do this, shall we.


Sa aking nanay,

Marahil marami ang nagtatanong bakit Modern Nanay ang pangalan ng aking blog.
Yun ay dahil isa ka sa inspirasyon kung bakit ko nais kong ibahagi ang buhay ng isang ina.


Iba't iba ang bawat katangian ng isang ina. Iba't ibang kwento at karansan,
Pero masasabi ko na hindi man ganun kadali ang tinahak natin daan.
Alam ko na hindi mo ako kailanman binitawan at iniwanan,
Sa aking bawat desisyon ay patuloy mo akong ginabayan.

Alam ko ina na marami akong kamalian
At hindi naging perpekto kailanman.
Marami beses man tayo nagkaroon ng alitan
Ngunit sa huli ako iyong naiintindihan.

Sa araw na ito nais kitang pasalamatan,
Sa iyong labis na pagmamahal.
Sa lahat nga paggabay at pagalaga.
Ng walang hinihintay na kapalit.

Mahal na mahal kita Nanay

Lubos na nagmamahal,

Better Version

It's been ages since I last write on my blog.

The past months, I have been occupied and attacked by mid-life crisis. Some issues are, confusion of what to prioritise, wrong decision making, undecided of what career to pursue and trap between what I like and my responsibilities. So many things I kept on contemplating and trying super hard to find solutions to every situations.

Lucky to those who are nearly 30's and successful in every aspects of their life and have a smooth path to take. Unfortunately, I am not one of those.

Coz since I graduated college, everything feels like a detour. It was never a clear passage. Every time I am decided on what I like, something will happen and hinders. But I never regret anything because it made me stronger and I always consider it as a blessing in disguise.

For me blogging is like writing what is on my mind, dreaming of what I wanted, sharing what I experience, and exploring things in what I am good at, Getting back to blogging is like getting back to my diary but an open book for everyone.

I hope this time, I will be more dedicated writing on my page. Come share with me my life journey!

Xoxo,